How do you fight the devils in your head that tell you repeatedly that you just are not enough? The voices that say "he's playing with you", "your just a way to pass the time", " if he'd thought about you, he'd call/ you would know if he missed you...". How do you turn those things off, or even know if you can? Is it just your anxiety talking, or is it intuition? Do you know if these feelings are even real?
You do know what you don't want, and what you wont settle for. you know what you deserve, and how you would treat him. You know that it might be anxiety, but that you also would expect more from someone that says they care for you.
Are you too much for them? Too much attention, too available, too easy? Maybe if you were harder to get, messed with their head, or just went hot and then cold...maybe if you just became someone you are 100% not, they would come around?
Why are you putting up with things that make you question yourself and your worth? You've come to far for that shit.
